HALLOWEEEEEEN x 2!!!

I had TWO nights of halloween, both wonderful and full of fun, way-too-drunken times.. which eventually led to some fighting and me breaking my phone completelyyyy :(, BUT oh well I had fun overall..

1st night -- TROPHY WIFE<3
Party at a friend's friend's place.. it was pretty small (and mostly asian..?) cuz it was her little apartment, but fun nevertheless. plus meeting new people was grreat :)

the makeup!!


with my Bum Husband boyfriend heheeee we matched it :)


Apple martini.. so FUCKING good and got me drunk offff my ass pretty quick!! I like :)


some of the peoplee at the party.


2nd Night -- BUMBLEBEE!!<3
My boyfriend's frat's party!! SOOOOO packed. because he's pledging, my boyfriend had to be the bouncer and i would help him.. i got to bitch out people in all my drunken glory!! people were seriously so rude though, trying to push through and sneak in when there were already like 200 people in a pretty small house. CRAZYYY!!


MY COSTUME!! hahah hellzzz yeeah!!



I reeally liked my makeup this day :) it was just smokey, but for some reason i liked it more than usual!


My boyfriend was a SWAT officer.. didn't match :( he wanted to be a sunflower, but none of us had time to make it.

I didn't get any pics at the party though, because we were too busy with everything else and forgot about it :( And I have NO idea how i broke my fucking phone. I looked at it when I got back home and the entire screen is just crackkkeddd.. so now I am using a SUPER GHETTO ASS nokia.. it has snake on it though, so that makes up for its ghettoness :)

anyyyways, that was my awesome halloweeeen :) LOVES IT!!

Two Looks<3

I never get to use my boyfriend's camera anymoree because he always has it.. but there are still times when I snag it back and use it to my vain advantages :)

The first look is a bright-ish purple look that I adore very much. I like the color purple on me a lot, because it matches my skin tone and most of my clothes, too, so it's very versatile on me.




Tada!! I love it<3
These pics were taken well into the day, so my eyeliner was already coming off my waterline and whatnot. But the eyeshadow stayed put because of the magic of UDPP so there you go!

And my second look is a bright turquoise look. These pics were taken quite late as well, so it is a little smudgey.. but oh well.


And it kinda matches my cupcake shirt hehe :]

Now, onto the non-makeup part of my post, I am IN PAIN today. We had an exchange last night with FIJI and we went rollerskating!! Let's just say I can't rollerskate sober.. so I have no clue what made me think I could do it wasted.. Anyways, I fell pretty damn hard a couple times, and the pain sunkkkk in this morning. I woke up and my fucking hip would not move I was seriously like HOLY FUCK. WHAT IS THIS?! And the worst part-- it's not bruised on the outside so I'm worried that somethin's goin on inside that I can't see... maybe a fracture? OUCH! And my leg and toe hurt too.. so YEAH. Never am I doing dangerous activities under the influence ever again!

I want to work out now cuz I feel fat :[ Haha k bye! Until next time<3

Five Things

5 things I hate about him:

1) He doesn't try academically -- He is such a smart person.. SO intelligent. He learned so much Chinese in such a short amount of time, he learned the Rubik's Cube, etc. etc. I know he is very smart but he just doesn't apply ANY of it to schoolwork. It bothers me how he doesn't value it highly, because I grew up in a family where education was top priority. I guess it's one of our big differences that always kind of get to me when he gets a crappy/failing grade.. How is going to succeed in life if he keeps flunking college classes?

2) He can be really clingy sometimes -- I looove being with him 24/7 of course, but there are times when I really want to do my own things.. and sometimes he'll make me feel bad about not wanting to spend time with him. I see him more than I see ANY of my friends, so I don't get why he's complaining so much. I give him soo much attention already, but I feel like he always needs more.

3) His interests -- It's not that I hate it, but motorcycles are just really dangerous and I feel like I would love him a lot more if he was interested in other things, like sports, or music, or something a lot less risky. And all the money that goes into it.. He could save it up (or spend it on me! :] jk) and help with like, future financial problems or whatever people save up for. It's just because every time he needs something new for his motorcycle, it's not a few dollars here and there, it's always a few HUNDRED and all that money for something so dangerous is just NOT worth it.. in my opinion.

4) His ways of dealing with me -- Sometimes he gets really rude and when he thinks I'm annoying or whatever, he'll just completely ignore me. I'd rather have him yell at me, or like tell me whatever.. but ignoring is just pretty rude. But I guess it comes with the fact that he's pretty quiet and reserved, and he isn't the type to yell (although I have gotten that out of him before...) But still, it bugs me sometimes. I wish he would just scream and let things out rather than deal with it through silent treatment.

5) Sometimes he does things without thinking of me -- This is pretty rare, because he's usually quite considerate, but there ARE those times when I get soo upset because he just does things like he didn't even think about me before he did it. They're usually stupid, little things, but just being a dramatic girl, it always gets to me. This one is pretty hard to explain because it's one of those feelings you get when certain things happen, so it's more subjective.. Whatever though, basically, sometimes he'll do or neglect to do things that I feel like he should've done - not high maintenance things, but the basic little things he could do for me.


5 things I love about him:

1) How it feels when he holds me at night (and whenever) -- He is probably the most comfortable person to sleep in the arms of because he is very firm but soft at the same time. It always feels SO perfect when I am snuggling beside him or anywhere on him. There are hardly any positions we snuggle in that are uncomfortable, and I just always feel so lovey dovey when I get to enjoy his big bear hugs.

2) The random times he surprises me for no reason at all, except that he loves me -- It's not something that happens every week, but that's what makes it so special because I never know when I'm gonna get a completely unexpected surprise. One of my favorites was when he showed up at my summer school after I got out of class, and he had put a rose on my window (he lives like an hour away, so he totally drove over in the morning). And I was on the phone with him whileee he was in the parking lot and he was making up stories about being in the garage with his mom.. LOL. Just one of many examples where he would unnecessarily go out of his way to make me happy.

3) He makes me a better person -- Since I met him, many people can testify that I have become a much better person in almost every aspect. I don't drink as much, hook up with random people, etc. etc. On top of all that, I am much healthier now, because he makes me want to look good, so I've been eating healthy, drinking water, exercising, and all that good stuff because he encourages me and compliments me. I have much more confidence and self-respect because he made me realize a lot of great things about myself that I never bothered to look at. Basically, he has shaped me to become an infinitely better person.

4) I know I can depend on him for anything -- No matter if I'm having a good day, bad day, no matter what is going on with me in my life, he has allllways had my back since before we even got together. He's stuck by my side through all the fights I've had with other people, and he was there to comfort me during hard times -- when my family moved away, both my grandpa's deaths, my breast biopsy, all of it. And I am so grateful that I had him throughout all that because I really wouldn't have known how to deal with it all. He has been my biggest support through the good and the bad, and he is the best person I can go to for advice or just someone who will listen to me and CARE about me.

5) How much he loves me -- He never goes a day without telling me he loves me, even on the days we've been fighting. He kisses me at least a million times every day (I call him a kissywhore) and he hugs me all the time. That might explain why he can get a littlee clingy but it's only because he loves me so much he just wants to be with me ALL THE TIME. He cares enough to call me, text me, whenever anything happens, or just to see what's up and if I'm okay, etc. He makes it very clear how much he loves me, so he is someone I never want to give up. Even though we haven't even hit the 10-month mark, I can already picture the rest of my life with him, because he makes me complete as a person. And I want him to be my kids' daddy because I knowww he would make a great father and he is someone I would definitely want my kids to look up to (except in the academics area..) And I love him just as much.


Okay, writing this makes me realize all the good things about him, all the reasons why I do love him, even through all the bad times we have (/are having right now.....). I think everything will turn out ok in the end, because if it's meant to be, it will end up just the way you want it to.. happily ever after.

The end.

Another Weekend Gone..

Weekends go by way too fast for my liking.. and I always feel like I spent a good part of it doing NOTHING when I have 10394738 things to get done! Of course, I waited until Sunday midnight to start my stupid paper - which was due 1PM of Monday - when I had the ENTIRE weekend to work on it. Typical procrastinating me :[

Brief Weekend Recap:
Friday -- Me and my baby drove 20 minutes to the "asian" area of San Diego and bought a bunch of foood from a Korean market. I also saw the Mandom makeup remover that everyone's raving about at Marukai, but they were sold out of the pink one, so I'm gonna wait a week.

Our dinner:

It's a korean thing called duk bo sam where you wrap meat and veggies inside rice paper, and smear hot sauce on it. SOOO fucking deliCIOUS. I think it's my favorite foood :]


Then we went to Forbidden Yogurt (self-serve!!) and I got like 5 flavors and 3 toppings. MMM <33


Then we went to a kickback at our friend's place where they played many games of beer pong (which I COMPLETELY suck at, because I refuse to drink beer so I never really play). It was pretty chill I guess, but not really my scene. I'm more into the clubbing, dancing, loud partying scene as opposed to the kickbacks.. haha :)

Saturday -- Didn't really do much.. Woke up SUPER late (which I hate because I always feel like I'm wasting the day..). I received some online clothing orders but I only liked one thing so I'm returning the rest. Yay for free return shipping! I made a poster for my sorority little sis, welcoming her into Kappa :] I went to her house and put it on the door of her room when she was at the new member sleepover.


I love it!! :] And yes, i painted that fleur de lis all by myself!!

My baby went with me to go put it up, and after he took me to get the best Mexican food on the planet from COTIXAN.

My California burrito with chicken. sOOO bomb.

Sunday -- Woke up at 5:45 because we had a breast cancer walk early in the morning. It was HELL getting up, but once I was awake, I felt SUPER great. I was driving to my big sis's house and I was just like wow, this is REALLY nice. The streets were all empty except one or two other cars, and the whole place was just so peaceful.. Maybe I should be up at that time more often.


My family at the breast cancer walk!! My little, me, and my big<33


The late crew of girls who got left behind haha. Parking took forever to find!! x[


This is less than half of our entire chapter.. but yes, these girls are amaaazing<333


And that's all I did. I like how none of my posts are very makeup related anymore. I am such a slacker.. I haven't bought anything recently because I'm pretty broke. I don't have a job and even though my parents are quite well-off, they don't like to give me money because they want me to be able to handle "financial things", so they only give me a little to allocate on things I need. Notice: things I need, NOT want. That's what sucks :( But oh well, I guess it's all part of a learning process!! I had an interview at Victoria's Secret but I don't think I'll get the job because I can't work over the holiday.. That's what happened with Ulta. SUCKS, but oh well. I don't know if I wanna work there anyway -- the back looked super cramped and messy.. seeing it already gives me a headache. Whatever happens, it's all good.

Ahhh I have a midterm at 11 tomorrow morning, and I haven't started studying. More procrastinationnn x[ Till next time then!

TGIWeekend!!

I HATE THE WEEKDAYS. I am always overloaded with a whole bunch of SHIT to do. This past week was just filled with a bunch of Kappa obligations, midterms, homework readings, just being so damn busy in general. I never have time for a breather.. till now. So thank God it's the weeeekend!!!

Anyways, last weekend, I had to fly to Taiwan for like 3 days to attend my grandfather's funeral. A couple posts ago, I already talked about my grandpa's funeral, but this time it was for my MOM's dad. They passed away within 3 weeks of each other, so it was pretty hectic and emotionally distressing for my whole family. I think we've just been through a lot this year.. but it's life.. and things like this happen when you least expect it. i know it's cliche, but really -- don't take anything for granted & appreciate each and every little thing in your life.

Here are just a few pictures from my short short vacation before I had to fly back home.

The streets of Taipei.


Boba is my favorite :] All gone!!


Reeeally delicious shaved ice. Looks weird, right? But it's cause the shaved ice isn't ice from WATER, it's ice from grass jelly.. confusing, but SOOO good!!!!! I swear!!

And that's all for now. I'm so random.